Friday, June 15, 2007

Ok, what about me?



"What About Me?" - Moving Pictures




Well there's a little boy waitin' at the counter of a corner shop


He's been waitin' down there, waitin' half the day


They never ever seem to have the time


He gets pushed around, knocked to the ground


He gets to his feet and he says






Chorus:


"What About me, it isn't fair


I've had enough now I want my share


Can't you see? I wanna live!


But you just take more than you give..."






Well there's a pretty girl servin' at the counter of a corner shop


She's been waitin' back there, waitin' for her dream


And dreams walk in and out, they never stop


Well she's not too proud to cry out loud


She runs to the street and she screams






Chorus


(More than you give)






Take a step back and see the little people


There's nothin there but the words that make the big people big


So listen, as they whisper;


"What about me? ..."






Now we're standin' on the corner of a world gone home


Nobody's changed, nobody's been saved


And now I'm feelin' cold and alone


I guess I'm lucky, I smile a lot


But sometimes I wish for more than I've got...






"What About me, it isn't fair


I've had enough now I want my share


Can't you see? I wanna live!


But you just take more - What about me?!


It isn't fair!


I've had enough now I want my share!


Can't you see? I wanna live!


But you just take more


You just take more


You just take more than you give...






What about me?


What about me?


What about me?



Ok, I am having a really bad day and I just want to take a moment to say...WTF! I am going through a low period right now anyway with this month being my 1 year since my brain tumor, "life-changing," near death chaos... So yeah, heavy... But now I am going through, which I had been earlier than this, but it intensified, a second guessing of my intended major. I want to go to school for Horticulture Sciences now. Then, Amy is going in for surgery so I am totally bummed out. I really KNOW that she'll be ok...I feel bad that she'll be in pain even if it will help reduce her everyday pain...and I'll miss her. It sucks being here sometimes...it really sucks without her and it'll suck worse with all the changes... That's another thing that is bothering me. We're having another person moving into our offices that are already cramped. We need a makeover here, but we're always overlooked in sooooo many ways. Then, Sam is having issues with his work, which is irritating, and it is causing problems with our personal lives and our money and it is all their fault, their screw-up and they are friggin' idiots! Work sucks tonight, everyone is mean and stupid...I swear...times like this I just want to quit, my head is going to explode! Now Sam has to work Sunday! So that jumbles everything up. So Sam just had an incident at work...and my day has now gotten so bad and I think I can't even continue bitching...the last thing I will say is, I think with the current state of things, I can offically give up on my family and friends doing something to suprise me on my anniversary tomorrow...

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